Oh girl. Listen. One on one, real talk. This is what I need from you. Stop spending money to fill the hole you have in your self where the trauma drama usually occupies.

Be ok with the calm.

Be ok with the boring.

Lindsey, this is normal, welcome to the world of stability. Sit down and shut the fuck up. I know you’re only use to chaos, but over spending and over eating are not going to cause the waves you’re hoping to cause.

And for goddess’ sake, go running again. Show up to class. Take care of your body again, and this time do it out of love. Not survival.

Signed,

The rational side of Lindsey’s brain.

PS: Stop talking about sex so much, it’s getting weird.