voices

My own. Just because in class I always say it’s my favorite weapon, but it’s not. I think I portray this powerful outspoken warrior that never has a problem using her voice. It’s all bullshit. I hate my voice. I can’t sing and it’s always been an annoying sound. It’s also the thing that has caused me the most trouble. Lies when I was younger. Verbally attacking my dad. Demanding answers from him when my brother stayed quiet. I’m the loud girl. Always in trouble for talking in class. Words come out sometimes I don’t mean. I stood up to Him one too many times. He would attempt to shut me up, when that didn’t work, shit got scary. Your voice can be powerful, but also dangerous. I also never say the right thing and people don’t like the loud girl.