dear lindsey

We did it right. Whatever it was, we did it right. Mistakes have always made life fun & interesting. Our personality so adaptable.

We made the correct choice. I know sometimes you get confused and lonely, but this won’t be for forever.

I know you’re scared pretty girl. We’ve always been afraid of the dark and the unknown. He was good practice for being the protector. For being the one that has to save us. This is the real thing now. We can do this. We can take care of ourself. It’s what we’ve been training for. You’ll be ok. You’re the strongest girl I know. We’ve been alone like this once before. We sooth ourself and made ourself feel better. This is no different. We didn’t make a mistake. We chose this path with our eyes wide open. You don’t need the dick you’re thinking about right now. You don’t need the fast food or to go to the store. Just sit in the fear Lindsey. Sit in it until you’re no longer triggered by the dark and the unknown. You are okay. You are good. You did good pretty girl. You are smart and wanted. You are bright. You are compassionate. You are needed. You are ok, Lindsey. You are good. You are safe in your own arms. You are good. I got you now. I won’t let the darkness get you. I will be your night light.