it’s a lot to ask.

I know it’s your right, but please don’t leave me in this world alone.

Please don’t leave me in this world without you.

Please don’t leave me in a world where my abuser is still alive and you are not. Where Trump is golfing and you are gone.

Don’t abandon me in a world where rapist walk around freely and you don’t.

I know it’s selfish I ask, but please keep fighting your battle so that I can fight mine with you beside me.

Please don’t leave me in a world where your smile is only a memory.

Our last interaction wasn’t enough for me. I want more. I need more.

Please don’t ask me to continue while waking up without you.

I know I have no idea. I know I don’t understand. I know I can’t imagine. I know it’s not fair for me to ask this of you.

But please. I’m asking for you to do this for me. Please don’t leave me behind in this world.